Day 26

 

“We have probably wondered in our many lonesome moments if there is one corner in this competitive, demanding world where it is safe to be relaxed, to expose ourselves to someone else, and to give unconditionally. It might be very small and hidden, but if this corner exists, it calls for a search through the complexities of our human relationships in order to find it.” ― Henri J.M. Nouwen
Or, an alternative option:  we could seek to be people who look for the lonesome among us and give them attention.  We can create homes that are relaxing and welcoming to friends and strangers alike.  We could give more and grab less.  Then we have participated in creating the life we want, with God’s hovering help.


Day 25

“Our humanity comes to its fullest bloom in giving. We become beautiful people when we give whatever we can give: a smile, a handshake, a kiss, an embrace, a word of love, a present, a part of our life…all of our life.”

Henri J.M. Nouwen, Life of the Beloved: Spiritual Living in a Secular World

 

Many years ago a visitor came to NSC and after the service, volunteered to preach in my place.  I didn’t know how to take the offer.  Was he implying that I was such a bad preacher that he would graciously offer to help our community out?  Did he like preaching and want a chance to practice?  I was confused.  

 

In response I said, “Wow.  How about this?  Why don’t we put you on the hospitality team and see how that works out?  We desperately need folks next week to help in that area.”

 

He never came back.

 

I have often wondered what really happened in that conversation – from his perspective. Did he think that preaching was a better “gift” than serving on the take down team?  I couldn’t tell what he was thinking.   My best guess is that he thought that the preaching I was doing was the weakest link of the ministry, and he was trying to help.  But I have had, over the years, people tell me that they thought that preaching was a more prestigious gift then some of the others that needed to be expressed in a community.  Of course, these folks had never actually done any preaching, so I can certainly understand their lack of awareness about the torturous and humiliating weekly experience that I have as a pastor.  Prestigious?  Hmmmmm, no.
I’ve wished over the years for ALL of US to grasp the value of the SEEMINGLY small thing.  Today, practice doing a few small things – a quick hug, a loving text, a phone call to check-in with a friend, and know that in the doing, you are ushering beauty into this world.


Day 24

“For most of my life I have struggled to find God, to know God, to love God. I have tried hard to follow the guidelines of the spiritual life—pray always, work for others, read the Scriptures—and to avoid the many temptations to dissipate myself. I have failed many times but always tried again, even when I was close to despair.

 

Now I wonder whether I have sufficiently realized that during all this time God has been trying to find me, to know me, and to love me. The question is not “How am I to find God?” but “How am I to let myself be found by him?” The question is not “How am I to know God?” but “How am I to let myself be known by God?” And, finally, the question is not “How am I to love God?” but “How am I to let myself be loved by God?” God is looking into the distance for me, trying to find me, and longing to bring me home.” ― Henri J.M. Nouwen, The Return of the Prodigal Son: A Story of Homecoming

 

Remember the points from Dale Ryan’s session at SIRS?  Nouwen is talking about the application of that theological framework.

 

If God hovers,

Helps,

Gives,

And blesses….

Then how ELSE can we respond but to notice, watch for, and participate in his desire for relationship?


Day 23

“Hospitality means primarily the creation of free space where the stranger can enter and become a friend instead of an enemy. Hospitality is not to change people, but to offer them space where change can take place. It is not to bring men and women over to our side, but to offer freedom not disturbed by dividing lines.”

Henri J.M. Nouwen, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life

 

It has really been trying to watch the snarky dialogues on facebook regarding the elections and other hot button issues.  It grieves my heart when it is done so under the banner of standing up for Christianity.  My problem is that I cannot stop myself from staring at these dialogical trainwrecks.  

 

Example.  I have a friend who is pro life.  He posted some things about his position on facebook.  No matter one’s position on the subject, I can say this because I took a very formal poll😉, readers thought his words were very mean spirited.  In rapt fascination I watched as a friend of his replied to his post with great kindness, saying something like…”Hey, I love you man, I agree with your position totally, but could you say these things without being so….harsh?  I don’t mean to criticize, but I am suggesting that you could make the same point without calling others names.  It seems so disrespectful, and I really respect you and want your voice to be counted in the conversation.”

 

I cringed.  And sure enough, within seconds he was BLASTING this gal.  And she wrote back, “I love you man.”  And she did this for 20 times, in responds to increasingly abusive language.  And on time 21 she snapped and said, “Hey, I am laying down my sword.  I will never talk about this with you again; I am sorry I said anything; I was wrong.  Please forgive me.”  And he BLASTED her again.

 

And then, on the 22nd time, she wrote back, “I do not understand.”  And what did he do?  Went on a tirade about how he was blocking her from facebook.  (Which I can only assume enabled her to breathe a sigh of relief.)

 

Jesus did not come to solve all the world’s problems.  But he consistently presented a TONE for how to deal with one another in the midst of our problems.  He taught us to love one another, build each other up, help the helpless, love the unlovely.  I am confused by our capacity to ignore this TONE in the face of his teachings.  I am very confused.  


Day 22

“Our society is so fragmented, our family lives so sundered by physical and emotional distance, our friendships so sporadic, our intimacies so ‘in-between’ things and often so utilitarian, that there are few places where we can feel truly safe.”

Henri J.M. Nouwen, Life of the Beloved: Spiritual Living in a Secular World

 

It is impossible to guarantee safety in any space.  

But here’s is an idea.  
What if we gathered for a few more meals together?  What if we go bowling once in a while with a group of friends?  What if, instead of turning on the boob tube after dinner, we take a walk – preferably with another human or maybe a pet?  What if we reach out a bit more, and wait for others to reach out to us a bit less?  Just a few thoughts….but I urge us to move from thinking to DOING!


Day 21

“First of all, you have to keep unmasking the world about you for what it is: manipulative, controlling, power-hungry, and, in the long run, destructive. The world tells you many lies about who you are, and you simply have to be realistic enough to remind yourself of this. Every time you feel hurt, offended, or rejected, you have to dare to say to yourself: ‘These feelings, strong as they may be, are not telling me the truth about myself. The truth, even though I cannot feel it right now, is that I am the chosen child of God, precious in God’s eyes, called the Beloved from all eternity, and held safe in an everlasting belief.”

Henri J.M. Nouwen, Life of the Beloved: Spiritual Living in a Secular World

 

Take note – we may live in a world that is manipulative, controlling, etc., but you are the chosen child of God.  Precious in God’s eyes.  Called the Beloved from all eternity, and held safe in an everlasting belief.  

Folks, this HAS to make a difference in how we relate to one another.

I do not believe that the world is this inherently evil place – it was created by God after all!  And I get nervous when we talk the “world” in negative tones – because, we are the world.  

But it is true that if you look around with only a small portion of attentiveness, it is still pretty obvious that there is a lot of destructive practices taking up the headline space.  This is sad.

 

But headlines are not the whole truth – thankfully.

 

Today, try to think about everyone you come in contact with – especially yourself as beloved, chosen, precious.  See how that might change the way you interact with the world around you.

 


Day 20

“We have probably wondered in our many lonesome moments if there is one corner in this competitive, demanding world where it is safe to be relaxed, to expose ourselves to someone else, and to give unconditionally. It might be very small and hidden, but if this corner exists, it calls for a search through the complexities of our human relationships in order to find it.”

Henri J.M. Nouwen

 

I have been called naive.  It isn’t the worst name I’ve been called, but perhaps it is the one I love the most.  Folks tell me sometimes about how hard it is to be a decent human being in the world.  They say it is eat or be eaten.  Someone once quoted this to me, “God helps those who help themselves.”  It was a good conversation, and no offense was intended.  But it shows a way of thinking that permeates our society.

 

The bible does NOT say that God helps those who help themselves.  In fact, the bible says just the opposite.  The bible says things like the meek shall inherit the earth, when we are weak then he is strong, that God cares for the widows and orphans.  

 

Our American CULTURE tells us that we must help ourselves – and that works fine for many.  But for others who cannot help themselves, I think we need to listen to the scriptures.  If you have friendships based on quid pro quo, I would invite you to consider either getting different friends, or becoming a different kind of friend yourself.  

 

Because this dog-eat-dog world is not working for us.  It isn’t creating safety.  It isn’t building others up (another biblical concept).  Join me in my naivete and let’s see if we can offer folks a safer place to be known and to know us.

 


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